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Name: Cat
Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 11/1/1989
Gender: Female


Interests: i like to sleep.. and eat.
Expertise: i'm really good at being a loser and eating and sleeping. and i'm good at being a retard. ^_-
Occupation: Student


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Member Since: 7/10/2003

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Saturday, October 25, 2003

hah i was so wrong.

it's funny how parents can ruin the best day. it's like that's what they were meant to do in life.

the beautiful day became horrible and mucky when i wanted to go to the park.  i asked my mom and dad if i could go and they started yelling at me for wanting to go to the park. i dont know why they were yelling at me. when they were done yelling, i turned on my music and the yelling started again. i guess i cant listen to music or enjoy a day. i couldnt stand their pointless yelling anymore so i just walked away from them and went outside. i grabbed my skateboard and headed out the gate. i rode over to the front of my house and sat on the lawn with my board, wondering what i should do next. i was lonely and you cant do very much alone.  i grabbed the hose and watered our lawn then i decided to run away for a while. i went to jenny's house since judy wasnt home. no one knew where i had gone to. except for hazel because she happened to be in the room that looked out into the front lawn.  i guess the paint started getting to me because i started feeling dizzy as i rode down to jenny's house. my vision went blurry a few times and i had to jump off my board to avoid falling off or crashing into the wall. my head started hurting like hell so i picked up my board and just walked, hoping i wouldnt fall. i finally got to jenny's house and we were talking. jenny came out and we started talking. after a while, she started laughing and i got kinda scared because she had that evil look on her face.  i found out that i had come right when she was drawing me a picture for my birthday present and in 15 minutes, she was going out to buy me a present. the talk with jenny really cheered me up and i decided to go home. thank god for jenny. she's such a wonderful person.  i rode home and came in through the back as cheerful as i was this afternoon. i said hi to my mom and dad but they just ignored me. that's ok, though because i'm happy again and i think i'll go read a book.

see ya!
 
 
 
 
 
[edit.]
today is jan. 05, 2007
&  just found this entry again
 
I re-read this & I remember talking to Jenny about how pissed off I was about my parents.  & I remember hearing someone tell me that Jenny might have been mad about me telling her things or complaining to her. 
 
In response to that, that honestly wasn`t what I was trying to do.
I was just looking for someone to talk to.
& I thought of Jenny as a good & trust-worthy friend, so I talked to her.
 
I didn`t mean anything bad by it.
& I didn`t mean to sound as if I was whining.
 
I`m sorry if I did.
 
But if you see this,
it`s proof that I wasn`t trying to prove a point or anything.
 
I was looking for comfort.
 
I`m sorry again.




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